cagejam

God tricked me into being single

Forcing me to forget that I am not attracted to anyone.

This is the hard part for me.

Not allowed any distractions, eh, bud?

Quite frankly it's a little overwhelming most of the time

This is how endurance is built

I guess 

Yesterday it felt like my mind was being ripped in half

Today it doesn't

just smoking blunts knowing every damn thing

fuck is this getting weird 

dreamworld is rocking my shit 

her submission is worth nothing when she submits to anything

I don't even want that kind of attention, I just want to want it

absence of presence 

presence of absence

God likes me on my knees

in prayer or in pain 

it said submit

I love submission