cagejam

fuck is this getting weird 

dreamworld is rocking my shit 

her submission is worth nothing when she submits to anything

I don't even want that kind of attention, I just want to want it

absence of presence 

presence of absence

God likes me on my knees

in prayer or in pain 

it said submit

I love submission

It's only gonna get harder

But we get to do it together now

I cry at the thought

of not being the only one

I'm ready for attention now, I suppose I'll go get some

I feel like feeling desired finally

So begins another phase.  

I've trained myself to doubt my doubt

I simply don't wanna do things that aren't good for me