cagejam (cagejam) wrote,

I’ve been having a hard time sleeping lately. I’d rather be awake. I have therapy today and I’m hoping for honesty from myself. It’s hard to say. My natural state is one of repression and suppression and interiority. I have some difficulty letting it out or even knowing what’s in there to begin with. Inventory and other stories we tell ourselves.

I’ve been on one for a while now. When I want compliments I just go for a walk. I think I’ll let men take me out on dates just to go home after. I’ve never been on a date. I should change that. Perhaps I’ve taken men on dates. That’s not what I want.

I dedicate all the love songs to myself.

I want it all, it’s all mine.

I’m all mine even when it feels like something else
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