Last night I went to the bar to see a friend because she is moving away. I wanted a nice easy night so I sipped on a couple drinks and spent hours in between playing pool and smokin pot. In my present-minded head I saw no problem with taking allergy medicine. It was an issue. I rode the wall all the way home only to see Loren drive by at 11:44 pm with my baby. He honked at me. I was not in my right mind (not in my wrong mind either) and spoke my truth about the inappropriate nature of having a one year old out so late for no reason. I went a little hard. Maybe too hard. I don’t know what to do about it. He drives my baby drunk but that’s her daddy and she loves him.
God grant me clarity, Lord knows I need it.
God grant me grace and power and understanding and courage.