cagejam (cagejam) wrote,

I am in a kind of shock. The overwhelming support and love being given to us has been a surprise but I’m not sure why. It isn’t surprising that we are loved. Perhaps more surprising that we are trusted.

My friends are excited. My family is thrilled. Loren is a puddle. And I am a mom.

My dad has offered to renovate our apartment for us, for the baby. We plan to buy a home but until then we have the most ideal living situation I could ask for. Stable and secure. I can’t wait to have OUR home, filled with our love, decorated by our hearts. But for now I am channeling that energy into making my reality enjoyable. I am focusing on gratitude rather than lack. I have more than enough.

My baby is already so loved. My baby is already so protected. So appreciated. So perfect. So us, so ours. This has been a long time coming. I don’t regret a thing.

Thank you for making me a mother. Thank you for being the father to our babe. Thank you for this cozy love, this endless paradise. We built our lives from the scraps of destitution. We have had nothing, and look at us now. We want for nothing but eachother and now our child. Lucky paradise.

Home is here, with you

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