February 26th, 2019

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We watch old movies when we do watch movies. They’re magical and mystical. The deep feminine, the strength. The lack of tacky background music. Raw emotion.

It used to be considered healthy to dance til 2 am with friends.
It used to be normal to spend nights talking with eachother.
Hand-written everything.
The grainy film.

I would love to offer suggestions, if ever necessary


Self-love spell

1 candle (red, pink or white- any size)
Dried rose petals
Rose quartz
1 small piece of paper and something to write with (i use red for this one)
a bit of sand
A bowl or dish

Place the sand in the bottom of the dish
Arrange rose petals (on the sand) however feels best
Place your candle in the sand (the sand should hold it up and extinguish it when it’s done.)
Distribute your rose quartz appropriately around the dish or inside it if you wanna

On your paper write the self-loving qualities you wish to bring forth (they are already in you).
You can be specific
*Focus either on bringing out or letting go, both can send mixed signals- clarity is key*

Place your paper under the bowl.

Sit in meditation, visualize your essence surrounding and protecting you.
Decide that your will is the ultimate power.

Light your candle and let it burn all the way down- DO NOT extinguish it early.

Supplement your spell by giving yourself extra love and focus, even if it feels false.

Reap the rewards. Repeat as desired.

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my personal freedom should never inhibit yours.
(And so- vice versa)
I do not respond well to demands.

Pathetic cries for attention from people who couldn’t be bothered to reflect on their choices.

Since I am comfortable with myself it does not matter what you call me
It does not matter what descriptive words you feel fit
It does not matter.

If you let it matter to you, why is that my problem?

Personal sovereignty is priceless and apparently rare.

You will always feel lost
Until you find yourself

And you won’t find yourself in the modern political dogma of our day.

Liberals are just as corrupt.
Divide and conquer.

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joints have been rolled
hair has been curled

we are running off to our local bakery to share some quiche and love and laughter

and to write in our journals and read our books

2:00 oil change has been booked

I had a counseling session that involved mostly being asked if I needed to talk about Anything in particular, “not that I can think of” fell from my lips before I had the chance to find any truth in it.

Maybe I don’t wanna talk about it
Maybe I’m still unsure
Maybe I guess I think I need to talk to myself about it first.

Timing is everything and nothin’
It’s only now