December 19th, 2020

Nothing doesn’t last forever

And just like that I know exactly what I want

Time is merely a suggestion

Who says it hasn’t been an eternity already?

Who says?
Who could say?

Every choice is a conversation with love

Actions speak louder than me

(no subject)

I can’t help but be faithful to god,
god damnit

(I’ve gotten real good at loving myself

I’ve gotten real good at using my imagination)

(Everything is so strange, so unusual, so far away from what I’ve ever known)

(Is this trust?)

God isn’t modest, just selective

(All of one’s “no”‘s imply that your “yes” is reserved)
(There is a perfect process and it is inevitable for)
( )
(I would do more than)

Kiss my belly and pray to my divinity
That’s how it works

(I am so blessed by the people I love
That they exist at all
That I am a witness to
Their experiences and their

(no subject)

1.) intimacy initiated through sex is inevitably disingenuous
2.) trust and belief are not the same
3.) distraction is the devil
4.) lust is a trap
5.) if a relationship doesn’t challenge you in a healthy way, one will always create problems to satiate the innate desire for friction
6.) you can’t truly comprehend, enjoy, or revere desire when it is gratified instantly
7.) there is pleasure in pain and uncertainty that can not be felt without it
8.) I love myself
9.) I love you
10.) voluntary sacrifice =\= forced sacrifice
11.) do not settle
12.) worship one another in relationships of every kind
13.) reality reacts to you perpetually- how do you feel? Have you been receiving signs? Have you had good luck or bad luck? Who have you spent time with? Do they drain or motivate you? Trust that everything you need to make a decision has been shown to you. You know where you’re supposed to be by the feeling of...
14.) every moment is an opportunity to learn your lesson
15.) “unacceptable” is a figure of speech. Just go.
16.) what you desire is already yours and you belong to what you desire. Get out of your own way. Surrender to the knowing, act on the knowing, embrace the knowing
17.) learn your role. Everything you need to understand about symbolism lies in every fragment of art we have.
18.) shed the comfort you derive from labeling yourself and others.
19.) your desire to possess someone else will always leave you heartbroken. That is not love and your soul craves love. Release all expectation. Admire all facets.
20.) take pleasure in everything about yourself. Form a sensual relationship with your place in the universe.


I am different, I am true
I am purity and innocence and unconditional love
I am support and gentleness and god

I am rare and strange

I am me in my entirety

I am depth and mystery and intrigue

I am comfort and peace
I am poetry in motion

I am effortless and strong

I am art, affection, appreciation
Sensuality and sex and restraint

I am luck and receptivity and generosity and curiosity

I am a fantasy
I am somethin else completely


What does that make you?
What did you have to do to-