February 26th, 2021

You’re fucked

To heal, start small
-my fundamental belief that no one has good intentions with me
-my enormous walls that block the sun and make me cold on the inside
-my tendency to dissociate
-my doubt that love is true at all
-the way I always revert to isolation
-again, the pervasive belief that no one will do right by me when given the chance to do wrong
-my inability to trust anyone about anything. My assumption that everyone is a liar.
-my inability to hope for anything
-the infinite mask

Seems a good place to start