March 5th, 2021

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*taking a trip to the grocery store so I can make myself a milkshake in lingerie and read my book while listening to nocturnes completely high off my ass.

No I don’t wanna share
No I don’t wanna hang
No I don’t wanna perpetually be of service

I just wanna love my baby and give myself all the affection I deserve but have never received, duh

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I know you *want* it but do you deserve it?

Just because they’d let you have it doesn’t mean you should take it.

We could all be better, but are you?

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I don’t know how to be in any kind of relationship with anyone without giving my all

I don’t know how to say “no” to people I love

I know this is a me problem.

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Redirection of focus

What is forever? That’s where I’ll be
That’s where I have to be

I know everyone wants to understand but their eagerness to ‘relate’ undermines the other’s experience and pain

I’m shit for offering comfort but at least I can say “no I don’t understand how that feels”