building the life of my dreams-
I would get so caught up in the big picture major motion hyper-unattainable aspects of what I wish for,
discouraging myself to death.
I realize that life is now. In those brief moments, over and over. If I am doing what I want to right now, my world is perfect.
The current focus:
Building blocks, collecting lace and satin lingerie, learning how to cook my favorite foods, reading as much as I want to read, cutting out television and movies, cutting up, oil painting my loves, taking the time to play with my kittens every day, big long dog walks, being the best lover, partner, sister, daughter, friend, neighbor and stranger that I possibly can, digging my fingernails into my deepest truth, 100% authenticity, tattoo plans, finding vintage clothes for every occasion, MEANING WHAT I SAY Or SAYING NOTHING
bills are paid, money is in the bank, some in some hiding spots, gold jewelry every day, no sweat.
we have to start somewhere, I suggest perhaps now?