My necklace charm and baby goods should arrive in the mail today
The comedy of buying yourself a “#1 mom” charm before having a baby. It’s funny on so many levels. My grandma has dementia so when asked what I wanted from her, I chose something that would last forever. Making my own heirlooms. I can’t wait to be a millionaire. I can’t wait to have a house with counters and steps and walls that I can apply mosaic tile to. I can’t wait to have space. But I can, and I am. Having things to look forward to is essential, not letting the promise of them keep you from enjoying where you are is essential.
The grey area isn’t so bad.