cagejam (cagejam) wrote,

gold rings, anticipation, dissolution, mirrored fantasy, naked truth, hot coffee, hot breath, madness, imagined futures, yellow socks, release, depth, discovery, being there, baby clothes, nurturing, building, dreams come true.

It’s a beautiful day. More and more of those, it seems. So much is being realized. Some long, lost part of me is making itself known. Felt. Understood. There is nothing wrong with knowing what you want. Can you know what you want without knowing who you are? I am infatuated. I want to discover myself each day and reveal myself each night. I want to surrender to each moment and let it take me. Handle business. Care for myself. Know who I am in every way. I’ve been and I am doing it. This new freedom is exhilarating. Refreshing. This new experience brings me closer to myself. Which brings me closer to you. To us. No one could take it away and no one else could give it to me. The beauty is blinding. The pleasure is awe inspiring. The sensual nature of everything from the touch of the wind to the sound of the breath of someone you love. Wanting and longing and deprivation. There is so much to learn. Teach me.

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