cagejam (cagejam) wrote,

Pretty soon my sister and I will be buying products for the shop. I’m honestly not very excited but it is necessary. My mind is so elsewhere. Having a baby is a big deal, carrying a baby is exhausting, starting a business is exhausting, wondering is exhausting, preparing a home is exhausting. I am exhausted. In more ways than one. Almost out of fumes to run on.

I started doing my yoga and my meditation again. It’s not that I lost the energy to accomplish it, but the motivation. And the viciousness of that cycle is apparent- rapid thoughts returning, doubt, dis ease. All I can do is begin again. All I can do is all I can do.

Is all.

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