cagejam (cagejam) wrote,

I feel the weight, but I feel it less. I feel the excitement again. I feel comfortable feeling grateful. This is the start of our family. Our beautiful family. Thank you for making me a mother. Thank you for allowing me to make you a father. We really did it, we created a life. A person. Of us. You are the man of my dreams, this is the thing I want most of all. You always said you wanted it too, but now I genuinely believe you. With more depth now than ever. More conviction than even before. I’ve been given the gift of choice. Intention. This is more than just something that happened to me, happened to be where we are. It’s what I want. It’s what I choose. It’s what you choose. The space that creates- the void it releaSes. Something was lacking but I didn’t know what. Now I do. I could never ask for more, and yet I know I’ll receive it. We have the blessing of the people we love. We have the blessing of the whole universe. Of god. On god. I am shown every day that this is the place for me. This is where I, we, belong. Here. With you.

Because I am eager to know myself, I am eager to know you too. Our happy home. Solace from the end of the world. I feel complete. Content in my evolution. I am filled with a new gratitude- one that grows and changes and adapts. One that is open and accepting. The fear is gone. Wherever I am, I want to be with you.

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